Friday, June 29, 2007
haiish... early morning 5.30 am woke up... shouldnt have done that... then went to school on lrt... long time since i done that... then meet yunrui in school... after that same thing bring her to class then walk around... then went to shooting... went to safra for b'div and c'div shoot for pistol... my last one le... go there feeling nervous... cold ~~... ixac shot first... then follow by me and ziq... shot badly... shot 6,7,8 and even 5 and a four... kaoz... cant believe i shot that... then i was sad ad depressed... felt like crying out... my fault... then zul console me and the others call me to play bowling... then went to play bowling ... we were there saying stupid stuffs whiile playing...lots of pervetic stuffs... hahs... fun... in the end... ziq came first and follow bby zul , me then bon... nice game... then return back... found out my results.... 455 ,7.5 ... wth... i cant believe it... how could i shoot so low... afraid that teachers and coach and cap would scold me , i told ziq not to go back to range... sian... 455 cant believe it, yesterday shot 8.9 and today 7.5 great leap... sian... if there's a second chance i would rather i aim properly and keep my momentum... shot 35 shots of sighter making me v.tired...dunno y started to get so suay since the last wk of holiday... DAMM it! in the end got 2nd for west zone and a 7th placing for nationals... if not for me we will be third or forth.. sry guys in my team and coach and teachers... i let you down... my fault... cant blame anyone except yourself... so blaming myself now... maybe no more shooting for me forever ler... maybe just come back for a few times nxt year to just teach teach the juniors my lesson i learnt today....dun aim to high or else you will fall greatly... that's the lesson i learn... and btw grats to c'div boys team pistol... especially ting yew for getting 4 gold medals... grats... hope you continue your good work
Thursday, June 28, 2007
haiz... tired...today the rest went for MOE shooting to be *EXTRA* ... went to study... so sian... then after sch... find the teacher who's in charge of 'o' lvl to postpone my o lvl chi oral...in the end can postpone test...so happy...tmr dun nid chiong back school le... sian...just now shot 89, 89 two series ... 8.9... then shot another card... first shot bulls, second shot bulls , third shot bulls,forth shot bulls, then the *EXTRA* came , then fifth shot bull.....+shit=bullshit... got a bloody 7 ... fuck man ... since they come my focus all gone...kaoz... then cant get bulls till they are gone...tmr my last and final competition... hope to get into nyt... if there's a miracle...
today last training day for pistol and last day i will be closing the armoury and second last day to no more v.captain
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
today is another suay (unlucky) day... firstly went to safra for MOE(naTIONALS) competition for b boys rifle event .... shot only 527... first few series concentrate deeply but get lousy scores, in the last two decided to anyhow shoot and shot 91, 91 respectively... wtf... anyhow shoot better might as well anyhow shoot everything... Fuck sia! then after that went walk walk... only the guys console me... haiz... even sulaiman shot better winning me by 1 point .. kaoz... then went to eat at bowling area... the chicken cultet was damm small... $4.30 like that... might as well eat rice better...then went back school shoot pistol ... sucks like hell... all shots went to the right.. kaoz... sight till siao... then everyone go home leaving the usual few( me, ms tham, mr rahim, ziq and tty) then sight till 6pm... tired... leg and hands like jelly... in the middle of shooting zul make us laugh then i , ziq and tty laugh till siao and my laughter disturbed yun rui... making her shoot badly... my apology to you...SORRY!... haiz tmr still got to study ...have to do ss and study chem...
hope she will forgive me
hope to get her support
Sunday, June 24, 2007
yesterday was damm suay... first thing in the morning woken up by my mum at 8plus... then after thatwhen eating nasi lemak... the chicken the auntie give me was so small... then when i as going out , realise my money was gone... either i drop it on the floor or others stole it...then when i went out , yun rui called me say her hip bone pain and so her mum dun let her go out so nv go out(holiday nv go out with her, not even once, haiz)...then went out with my mum , aunt and sis to causeway point... in the car while playing with my sis... my sis use a pillow to beat me and hit my specs, now a bit loose..after that eat dinner and almost vomited...dammm suay sia....haiz... today last day of holiday le... next week competition... last chance to get in NYT and to get a trophy in shooting, hope god bless me...
my shedule for shooting this week.... mon train pistol , tuesday rifle... wed RIFLE COMPETITION and then come back sch train pistol,thursday pistol, fri PISTOL COMPETITION... LAST LE... hope to get into NYT! RIFLE OR PISTOL ANYTHING WILL DO! SO JUST GIV ME WHATEVER!
Friday, June 22, 2007
haiz... shot badly for both rifle and pistol today... only 541/600 for rifle 9.1 and 505/600 for pistol 8.4166666.... haiz... sian... worried i will drag the pistol team down... like that time... only left 2 more trainin days than it's NATIONAL COMPETITION... must try to get in NYT or NTT ... tyco also good...pistol or rifle also can... can shoot can liao... mr rahim want me shoot 515 and above so that the team will not fall... hope i can do better than that... 555 my target for pistol and 580 my target for rifle.... after shooting all gone except me and tingyew... so after we pack up the range and locked it, we went to banquet in greenridge shopping centre to makan...mr rahim treat us to drinks , foods and fruits... then while eating, lester pass by and say hi to us... he called mr rahim "UNCLE" hahs... i was there laughing...after that mr rahim drove me and tingyew to fajar... after awhile , we reached,while we are in the car i was wondering :" we have reached , why mr rahim still dun want to stop the car?" then i realised he dunnoe where is fajar... so i told him to stop... cant blame him , he stay at tampiness... so far sia...must from tampiness come to jelapang just to train us and after that train temasak ppl... after that went home wash clothes and now using comp dunnoe do what hahs... come to think of it...7 more days and i will be no more vice captain for wsss shooting club and the end of my shooting career.... haiz... hope to get into NYT so can continue my shooting career... haiz... think bout it gotta cry...T.T
praying hard to get into NYT and hope tmr can go out with her
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
pics taken on the class chalet nice lights in the sea
 leaf .... background the industry area... unique..
YESTERDAY
yesterday came back from chalet with victor... tiring doing treasure hunt furthermore nv slp the night b4... walking on beaches and exploring ... run and run and run... same team with wei lin , pauline and jutsin, running in downtown east like crazy with slippers , pit pock pit pock, noisy like hell. ppl were looking at us, it was like we were doing tv show hahs...then in the afternoon went home , took mrt to jurong from pasir ris... slp till we reach jurong east... shoik sia... then went off back to fajar... evening 7 pm thgt of lying on the sofa awhile but in the end slpt till tis morning...forgot to call her...
TODAY
went to school for shooting , mr rahim said i disturb yun rui then she shoot 358 , 2 more points to 9.0... sry yun rui... my fault... me shoot also very bad... rifle 546/600...9.1... pistol 508/600 8.467... sucks like hell... sian ... lousy score for both... how to get into NYT... please god... give me a miracle....PLEASE
 day 2 , when the light comes... taken on 19 june 2007... 6.42 am
 nice blue flower ,taken on 19 june 2007, 6.49am
 the costal line... taken on 19 june 20076.45
 joel 's twist.... pic taken by geraldine... taken on 19 june 2007 ,12.53am
 a leaf i found ... nice shape ... got heart shape on it... taken on 19 june 2007 12.48am
 rand taken on 19 june 2007 , 12.23am, cartoon face9(--")
 a flower we saw while walking , pretty uh. taken on 19 june 2007 12.31 am
 another photo of this beautiful flower. taken on 19 june 2007 12.30am
 an industry area or a place where ppl put ships.... nice uh...especially taken at night...taken on 19 june 2007 12.41am
 another pic of the place taken on 19 june 2007 12.43 am
Saturday, June 16, 2007
went to zouk today with zul, ziq, ixac, angel, hwee khim , zul mother , zul brother for granado espada... had fun there ... especially doing the day raid quest... at first went there the first thing on my mind is ...GOODIE BAG... inside the goodie bag got playworks, 2 notepad (1 big 1 small) door hanger , vouchers and a pencil... looks cool.. crowded over there , hard to do the quest as it is so crowded... one guy help us by giving us all the answer for the quest... after doing the quest went to collect our rewards.. a postcard and a door hanger... cool sia... the game graphics very cool but sadly ... it is p2p...Damm It... but nvm ... get to see how the game is like... over there some of the girls quite cute while some quite chio... zul take photo with almost every of them , except for the chio one... haiz... so took some together with ziq... below... ugly.... fringe messy .... Kaoz...
 woooo! ixac and angel!!!! walking together so closly...
Friday, June 15, 2007
early in the morning , dad's handphone alarm rang at 6.30... instead of him waking up i was woken up... kaoz.... then was scolded by me.... woke up at 6.45am.... then prepare my things and went to cck lrt to meet yun rui(which i did everyday)... however today i was not late!... hahas first time... instead i was too early... then after that went school for shooting ... shot rifle first... kaoz... 533 /600 nia... 7 points to 9/10 ... xuete... then shoot pistol hand was shaky like hell.. guess too long nv shoot ler...gotta train more on pistol... then after shooting which ends bout 1.30 plus... went to greenridge shoppping centre to eat ... i was looking at what they eat cos dun want spend money... saving up... then they eat bout 3pm then finish eating... after which yun rui and wan qian went to school for ??? reasons... so acccomapny teena and hwee khim to fajar lrt b4 going back home....
Aiming 590/600 and NYT....[SH00T3R]
Saturday, June 9, 2007
sian... yesterday was day 2 for NUSIS... haiz me shot 528 , ziq shot 531 , zaniul shot 530 ... haiz... stupid leg... knee cap pain while shooting can't lock my knee cap...then shaky shaky... till i cant stable... shot a 5 , a 6 and a few 7 ... kaoz... sian... stress... teachers and coach looking at how i shoot.... before shooting want go with yun rui go eat but was stopped by ms ong... haiish... what bloody sch thing and all craps...then hungry while shooting... no wonder i saw a big burger instead of my target in front of me...after i shoot .... go support yun rui... after few shots... tanaball say dun distract her so went off to eat the buffet they prepared but sadly...nth much to eat le... cream puff and spring roll finish le... haiz...none of the team win this time... cant blame... got nus plus jc s... haiz... damm it...gotta train hard to achieve my dreams... gotta shoot with seriousness le!
Thursday, June 7, 2007
Today tiring day.... went to school for english remedial... summary skills.... first one to complete the summary... 10 minutes... maintain the record....then rush to shooting... nowsaday lot's of sec one boys using my stuffs.... jacket, shoes, pants.... make me cant shoot even if i got the lane...sian... then went to SAFRA to see ixac,ziq,tty and dean shoot... Dean was noisy like hell asking lot's of question... very compatitble with caroline^^ hahas...when we went in to SAFRA, my eyes lit up... in front of us are Food, FOOd , FOOD!... HUngry~ put our things and went to eat ... eat a lot... keep on eating...nice and delicious food... yummy sandwiches, yummy springroll , yummy dessert.... wow hungry again... hahs...then they went to shoot.... after a while 5pm le... went out and they have already took away the food ... haiz... still hungry...so went in again...all came back to the sit except ixac who was still shooting... last to finish ... pro seh... hahs....then went back to school by bus... eating biscult ms ong gave...after that when reaching school mr rahim called me to announce the results... ixac 547, ziq 495 (as i have told him he will shoot that),tty 505 and dean 479...tmr my turn to shoot... so now all i have to do is to curse myself to shoot 590+ and the team to win
Tuesday, June 5, 2007
long long time no update ler.... sian... haiz... remedial remedial remedial everyday... no time to go shooting... last wednesday shot 555/600 and on saturaday shot 560++ .... however yesterday shot badly... nv count... too sad to count... haiz today want go trainin but after i reach range ... was told that ms tham got smth on so must go off thus ending trainin early..haiz... friday competition le... how? worried shoot badly but hope this time with the help of ziq and sulaiman ... think can get a bronze... lets do our best guys!!!
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